Home

Advertisement

Customize
centi44
08 August 2009 @ 01:19 am
Weeks passed, i was now completely grounded, on lockdown, with only community service at Troy to keep me out. My brother had started his own buisness selling art at Venice Beach, and i needed money. So i tried my own art, and sent out a bulliten on myspace asking if anyone wanted to sell their art along with mine. The girl who had bought my weed responded, she had amazing art and was down with selling it. For whatever the reason, im gonna name this girl Bubbles. So Bubbles was the only one to respond, and we talked about it for a while, i asked her one day if she wanted to go to Venice Beach to check it out. But she couldnt reply in time, so we exchanged phone numbers and began texting each other everyday all day. We learned that we both had a crush on each other and decided to hang out together at the mall, well really cause i had an interview and i wanted to hang out with someone that day. My dad was under the impression that i was working at Troy that day, and would be dropped off later for the interview, but i didnt work that day, instead i hanged at a friends until Bubbles texted me telling me she was ready to go to the mall. I left my friends house and waited at a bus stop, i was sorta scared, i thought my dad could drive by and see me. But he didnt and after 2 minutes waiting in the blistering sun, the bus arrived, and i got on board. Me and this old white lady were the only ones on, but after two blocks she got off nad i was the only one. I sat back and slipped on my headphones, i listened to Bruises by Chairlift, and stared out the window. Buses are relaxing to me, and i was sure to be on this one, there just relaxing there, i felt like this was gonna be a good good day. I arrived at the mall within a few minutes and quickly texted Bubbles that i had arrived. My bladder didnt feel well and so my first stop was the restroom, i rushed through the large cafeteria section(i guess thats what ill call it) and entered the mens restroom, it was nice. Probably the cleanest restroom ever, even the sink where i washed my hands was sparkling. After which i got a message from Bubbles saying that she was on her way, and where we should meet up at. I looked around and saw Sears as the closest place, and she agreed. She told me she would be there in ten minutes, and so i looked around, i didnt see anything special, so i went upstair and decided to wait there, i leaned myself against a pillar and waited. I happened to look to my right to see Bubbles entering the store, looking nervously around, she pulled out her phone and began to text me. I got off the pillar and walked up to her, my phone vibrated in my hand as i reached her, i said 'hey', and she smiled and said 'hey' back. Our day went by and we walked around a few stores, though we took a long time in each. One store was the pet store, where i learned that Bubbles loves animals, something that really made me happy, cause i have longed for a pet, only to be dissapointed, one day i will have a dog or a cat or both. She seemed at peace with the animals, but at the same timed she wanted to rescue them, i could see it in her eyes. Hunger over came Bubbles and i found myself once again in the "cafateria," though this time i was sitting across from a beautiful girl who was eating a delicious pizza and scrumptious tomato and cucumber salad. I had all but forgot about time, until my phone vibrated, it was my alarm, and i was late for my interview at Hollisters, i asked Bubbles if she would be alright, i would have stayed, in fact, i wanted to stay i didnt care for the interview anymore, but she told me to hurry up and go, and that once she was done she would meet me over there. So i hurridly ran and miraculously was still on time. The manager guy lined everyone applying against a wall and asked us questions. I couldnt help myself but every few seconds i would look towards the direction of the cafeteria, hoping Bubbles would be right there waiting, i kept losing my thoughts and wasnt even paying attention anymore, i stopped hearing the questions and found myself staring in the same direction over and over again. The interview dragged onwards, i was so happy when it was over and almost ran away, i turned the corner and there was Bubbles walking towards me, i rushed over to her and just wanted to get away. She reminded me then that we were gonna get candy, so we went downstairs and entered the candy shop, Bubbles saw some yummy candy(i cant remember what it was, i think it was something stretchy) and decided to self sample some. She tried to be all sneaky, and Frankly i thought no one saw her, but one of the employees did see her and rudely repeated the 'No Self Sampling' rule. We laughed about it and she found her deliciousness, sugar bananas. She filled three quaters of the bag up and bought it, i only grabbed a 'De La Rosa' and we left. Our next stop was Metro park, but nothing significant happened there. After which we went to a Women's clothing store, it was really fun, we looked at all the dresses and stuff, and Bubbles grabbed a one sleeve dress and wanted to try it on, but she didnt realize it was one sleeve, so she didnt like it. I still thought she looked gorgeous in it. We noticed also that more than half the dresses and clothes in the store had ruffles, guess its the style, though i say it means your confused about life if your wearing it, but thats my opinion. Hmmm, Victoria Secret was actually funny, and no Bubbles didnt try any bras on, and no we didnt do anything in the changing rooms. You know though, we had talked about how it is easy to do certain stuff in the dressing rooms, yet when the day came im glad it never crossed my mind. Well anywho, my mom called me and she was on her way to pick me up, so we walked to the Nordstrom/JCPenny parking lot, we crossed from Nordstrom to JCPenny, was it hot outside. As soon as we got inside JCPenny we sat down on the floor next to each other. I looked at her and i have never been so happy. She stared out the door looking for any passing cars, to see if it was my mom, but i was looking at her, wondering how did i not see such a beauty before. I slowly reached my hand towards hers, i wanted to hold her hand, and just as my hand was about to embrace hers, my phone went off. My mom was in the store, in fact she was around the corner and couldnt see us, so we got up and walked towards her, i tried to introduce Bubbles to her, but Bubbles was quicker and introduced herself. The day was at its end, and i had to leave the one i now adored, my mom quickly got in her car, and me and Bubbles said our goodbyes, and then we hugged. It seemed so comforting and i could just stay there forever, it was beyond my expectations and i was happy. The hug lasted a while it seemed, but finally it ended and Bubbles told me to hurry up cause my mom was waiting. I turned around and started walking back, but instinct told me to turn around, and so i did, and at the same moment she turned and we gave each other a last minute smile. My head began racing, should i run after her, should i leave, should i get my mom to stay. I chose to get my mom to stay, and so as soon as i got in the car i begged and pleaded for my mom to stay for at least a half an hour, but my mom didnt want to, she was too tired, and had to cook. Immediatly she drove home, and as we passed the JCPenny windows i stared out hoping for a glimpse of Bubbles, yet i saw nothing. That night we texted each other, and that night she told me she was going back with her ex.
 
 
Current Mood: restless
 
 
centi44
08 August 2009 @ 12:54 am
It all begin on the second to last day of school. I had made plans with this girl, we were going to meet at the library and "study," my plans did not go as planned. I was able to get a ride to the library right after school ended, at the time it was a horrible mistake, but now im glad i did so. I stayed at the library for a few hours waiting and waiting, finally the girl text me and told me she was still at the school and she was not going to the library at all. This did not go well with me, i set out at once and walked almost three miles back to school. As i arrived the girl and her friend sat in the front waiting to be picked up. She sat there and only said hi to me, nothing more. Her ride came and she said goodbye, it felt hollow and i felt like a fool. Luckily two friends of mine were also waiting at the front,  Timmy and Ina, so i joined them, we talked about, well i dont remember now. But i sat there going over in my mind wether to go hang out with the rest of my friends down the street, or to simply go home. At that moment someone sat down next to Timmy, i looked up to see a hispanic girl with cool hair. Well truthfully i dont remeber much of what exactly happened, but i do remember two things, first was that after some time of her being there she turned to Timmy and asked for a kiss and kissed him. This was a turn off for me, i mean Timmy was all suprised and he kinda was about to get a girlfriend and well this girl was just randomly here. Soon after she sat next to me, and somehow learned that i had weed. So she asked to buy some off me, and i agreed. I asked how much money she had and she replied that she only had $5, and she would like to spend only 3 of it. So i accepted and gave her the rest of my weed. Her ride then arrived and she left, and soon after i went home.
The next day was when i really noticed the girl, i mean at break she just ran at me, and began going off about how the weed i gave her was amazing and that she had never been so high, or something in the matter. For the first time i noticed her, she was, well kinda cute. We exchanged myspace names, i think, and then parted. For most of the day i couldnt stop thinking about her running up to me, well i couldnt stop thinking about it until i got caught smoking, and you know what, im glad i was caught.
 
 
Current Mood: restless
 
 
centi44
04 August 2009 @ 12:07 pm
 Just answer me this
this one little question.
Why am i here?!
Why the hell am I here?!!

Why am I here when you
you keep me so intuned.
you keep me from ruin.
you keep me wanting you!

Why am i here when you
you stare into my eyes.
you dont tell no lies
for once in my life!

Theres a reason why
I dont want to say Goodbye.
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Lazy Eye - Silversun Pickups
 
 
centi44
04 August 2009 @ 11:59 am
 A crack ensued
On the Desolate Moon
It broke apart and
began its decent into our atmosphere.

We watched together
As the pieces began to unfold.
It reached the ground
Only but a sliver left.

The sun got brighter
and warmed the seas.
Ice caps melted
A new ice age had begun.

It got a little too cold for you.
It got a little too cold for you.

You looked so frozen
holding onto a shallow memory.
You looked so beautiful
with that yellow summery.

I put my arms
to warm your body.
You curled in closer
to kiss my cold cheeks.

The wind picked up
blowing in a fresh new
wave of snow.

We stayed there
together.
Together
we stayed.
 
 
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: Grapevine Fires - Death Cab For Cutie
 
 
centi44
04 August 2009 @ 11:38 am
I opened my eyes, but only to the point where i can barely see through my eyelids. I closed my eyes again, and felt around until i grabbed my quilt. Quickly i threw it off my body and then literaly tumbled off my bed, hitting the ground with a loud thoud. As usual, this woke me up, and i hurridly got up from the floor. I went straight to my calender hanging on my door in the northeast corner of my room. The top part of the calender was a picture of The Beatles on their magical Bus Tour and "July" written on the top. The bottom, of course, was the actual calender with large thick blue X's on the first second and third days of July, marking today as the fourth of July. In the box marked fourth was written, "Fireworks Party @ Park." I suddenly remembered that i had to meet my friends there at noon. I glanced over at my small white desk to my right, my clock read 11:45 A.M! Looking down i noticed i was only wearing white boxers with light blue stripes, Great! I swiftly went to my closet and slid the mirror doors to the right. I grabbed my favorite tight dark blue Pac-Sun jeans and slipped into them, then i put on a white V-neck shirt and over it I put on a long sleeved white buttoned-up shirt. I buttoned it up until only the top button remained unhinged, and then i grabbed my black tie and fastened it on. I turned around and jumped under my bed grabbing some socks and my pair of grey converse. Back in my closet I clenched my skateboard, the black grip tape had box-shaped cut outs that altogether formed a small piano etched-in, on the back it had a large side view of a black gragon with dark red eyes. As I rushed out the door i pulled back my sleeves, the locked the door and jumped on my skateboard, going west towards the park. Luckily i left my wallet and phone in my jeans from the day before, flipping open my phone the time blinked on, I only had five minutes left. Oops! I had completely forgot to tell you, my name is Samuel Melendez and this was the day i learned i was a mutant.
As i rode up towards the park's lake, I saw my two friends waiting at our favorite tree. Bobby, the tallest of the two, wore a dark green T-shirt and black slacks, he wore black sandles, his hair was short, the top part was everywhere and the colour was green. Jimmy on the other hand, was the shortest of us and his hair was curly and long, reaching down to his shoulders. Today he wore a yellow T-shirt with a boom-box design in the front. He wore camo-shorts and brown sandles, and the necklace he made. It was a brown velvet band and at the end was a small flat metal piece with four circles, in each circle was a symbol representing each element, Earth, Fire, Water, and Wind. Jimmy got up first and ran over to me, "Sheesh, your late! What time did you wake up at?!" "At about eleven forty-five, sorry 'bout that, come-on my parents are around here somewhere." They're over by the hill, guess they forgot all about you, hehe." "Yeah... they do that alot, okay let's go!" Bobby finally got up and came over to us. He simply nodded and began walking to the hill, the largest hill in the park, we followed. As we got to where my parents were at my mom came over to us, "Oh! Sammy honey! You need to get up earlier, I was worried you wake up too late." I simply shrugged and nodded. We all walked to were they had set-up, there just happened to be three extra chairs, my mom said it was coincidence, but i knew better. We all sat down and i stared down the hill, the park was getting fuller by the minute. I looked to my left and a bunch of kids were having a rolling contest. Two of the kids layed down on their sides and pushed off, rolling speedily down the hill, where two flags acted as the finish line. The smaller kid passed between the flags first and won, he was quickly crowded by the other kids announcing him as the new King of the Hill. Just then my mom stood up and waved a flyer in my face. "Ah! mom! What do you want?!" I asked as i pushed her hand away. " Read it! Your favorite band is playing, that one... uh.. whats it called abrakadabra?" my mom told me confused at the name now. "What!! Afrikadabra?!"  "Ya thats the one! There playing over by the lake, you see that stage over there?" She pointed to a stage on a secluded island on the lake. "Ya i see it, Awesome, sweet, cowabunga!" "Hurry up Sam, their about to start." "Okay thanks mom, hey guys, lets go!" I said, i was ecstatic and ran down the hill at top speed, and tripped, of course, i tumbled down and landed face first at the bottom. I heard Bobby and Jimmy laughing as they came down. They helped me up, and i quickly wiped my face and began walking to the stage now a bit furious. I knew the other two were confused, but they soon caught up.
Sure enough the band was gonna play there, a large banner had 'Afrikadabra' written across it in bold capital letters. I pushed and slipped my way through the large crowd until i reached the front, Bobby and Jimmy appeared next to me. I was in awe, the band had finished setting up and were gonna start, the singer Sam Lopez walked to the microphone. "Ladies and Gentlemen! Welcome and Happy Fourth of July!" the crowd went wild and clapped, when the clapping died down he continued, " We are Afrikadabra and we will begin by playing Seperate!" I went all ecstatic yelling Woohoo's and Alright's, it was my favorite song, from my all-time favorite band. They began and I recitedthe lines, " Seperate! yourself from another...!!" I stared up to the sky and then into the sun, I was soon tranced, unable to look away, i began to feel light. Seconds later i had suddenly began to glow, the glow grew brighter and brighter, and finally looked down to see myself in a yellow sphere. The sphere then seemed to explode outward and shoot out for a long distance. I blacked out, and when i came to it was night. I looked around, and it seemed as if everyone had left, but as i kept searching i noticed clothes were littered everywhere and the ground was scorched to an almost complete black, beneath my feet I caught a sparkle. I reached down to grab it, and as i picked it up i noticed it was Jimmy's necklace. It suddenly hit me that they were all dead, everyone was dead... because of me.
 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Seperate - Afrikadabra
 
 
centi44
05 August 2008 @ 01:03 pm
Is this world out of its mind or what?!?! I mean how can those who dream hope to live in a world so corrupted? Humanity is lost and nature will live as if we were never here.
 
 
centi44
28 July 2008 @ 07:19 pm
one of those stress balls or punching a wall(i really dont know i have this mind thing were i block out my fustration)

What makes you feel better when you're mad?

Submitted By [info]kimmayeisblack


View 500 Answers

 
 
centi44
08 July 2008 @ 09:36 pm
um...so i am writing a book and i will put up the first chapter online sometime in the next week or two. So if you would like to help me please send me a message. And here is the synopsis of my story:
    A young teenager discovers he has unimaginable powers, and soon meets others with abilities like him.
 
 
Current Location: Some Hotel
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: watching Hancock
 
 
centi44
06 July 2008 @ 06:52 pm
  Super mario Frustration
 
 
Current Location: my grandma's
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: imagine by John Lennon
 
 
 
 

Advertisement

Customize